Monday, September 03, 2007
ahhhh!
i don't know if i'm in wrong. but i just don't understand why you feel that way. you treat them differently. TOTALLY! everytime is because of * we quarrel. like what the? if it's *, i'm so confident you won't be like that. i'm so angry whenever you give me that kind of atitude. you say i gave you attitude, okay, fine! but didn't you give me that too? it's what you gave me first. you say i didn't give him a chance, maybe i didn't. but is he who don't dare to talk to me? i tried alrdy, really. but i can't help him, he himself should help and not me. i just don't like it when you give me the face whenever ... you may seem SO perfect in their eyes, but not mine. there are lots of things that they don't know and understand. i know all that you've been doing is for my good. but, maybe you express it in a wrong way? idk. or perhaps i told you too much about my personal life, or even everything about me. and now, if i didn't tell you much, you say i didn't want to share with you, don't want to talk to you. i'm sick of it alrdy, really. sometimes, you seem so irritating to me. but how you want me to tell you all this? not everything is what i can express, i'm not like you. you can say whatever is in your mind, i can't. i wish i could, but i just can't. maybe we should both calm down before we can talk again? i really don't know what i should do now, i really don't. i may seem so happy in front of you all, but sometimes, i might. really, there really too much things that inside me that i don't wish to say. i just felt so helpless at times, i really need to calm down.
i don't know if i'm in wrong. but i just don't understand why you feel that way. you treat them differently. TOTALLY! everytime is because of * we quarrel. like what the? if it's *, i'm so confident you won't be like that. i'm so angry whenever you give me that kind of atitude. you say i gave you attitude, okay, fine! but didn't you give me that too? it's what you gave me first. you say i didn't give him a chance, maybe i didn't. but is he who don't dare to talk to me? i tried alrdy, really. but i can't help him, he himself should help and not me. i just don't like it when you give me the face whenever ... you may seem SO perfect in their eyes, but not mine. there are lots of things that they don't know and understand. i know all that you've been doing is for my good. but, maybe you express it in a wrong way? idk. or perhaps i told you too much about my personal life, or even everything about me. and now, if i didn't tell you much, you say i didn't want to share with you, don't want to talk to you. i'm sick of it alrdy, really. sometimes, you seem so irritating to me. but how you want me to tell you all this? not everything is what i can express, i'm not like you. you can say whatever is in your mind, i can't. i wish i could, but i just can't. maybe we should both calm down before we can talk again? i really don't know what i should do now, i really don't. i may seem so happy in front of you all, but sometimes, i might. really, there really too much things that inside me that i don't wish to say. i just felt so helpless at times, i really need to calm down.
what we are, 12:52 am.
